SOOOOO BAD

So in this day and age gambling is an everyday or at least very often occurrence for many people. I do not have the money or the balls to invest in big time gambling but I enjoy playing cards and going to the casino every now and then . recently I invested a small amount of money in to online poker. I figured what the hell not a big deal if i loose it and if I win all the better for me. I started off winning a couple small tournaments and doubled my account, but it was quickly down hill from there. I did not money in three straight tournaments and then i got lucky...real lucky and won another. From there my account again took a large blow and I was left with only enough for a small tournament for my account. Finally, I took a huge blow in my final tourney and lost all of my winnings with only 4 people left. So clearly I am not the best gambler, but I am convinced online gambling is fixed in some way or another.....over the past couple days I have witnessed so many bad beats.....people that should not even be in hands taken down the pot....its ridiculous. I have learned it is better to invest into something that you can control rather then a simple game of luck...or controlled luck for that matter.